Facades Exists Between You And Me

I’m feeling real bad right now. Feeling helpless? Living in solitude. Life sucks. This is definately. No one seems to bother about me. Just hate poly life. My course too. When I am working real hard and driving myself in books, people out there are slacking. When I am slacking, they pushing themselves to the very last. Tell me, what kind of life is these? It’s just so sucky. I feel that I’m abondoned by the whole world. My existance meant nothing. No ones at home. I faced the wall. It’s just so blank. No friends no nothing. I tried not to look at the clock. Know why? It reminds me of the time. Time seems to pass so long. I sat on the bus today. And I thought:" Why am I here? Everyone seems to be so busy. What about me?..And..Where’s all my friend?.."

You guys out there? Can hear me?…I really missed you guys =( My life can be as colourful but can be as dark too.

*Yawns* Had my early breakfast at 9am+ this morning. Ate two toast and headed down to Jurong point to meet Yu wen for the alterations of my nursing uniform. It’s too big down the waist. Look as though I am pregnant. I am innocent! =P

Afterwhich, took 198 down to meet Ya li but to find out that she has overslept. She asked us to go up to her house. It took her 2-3 minutes to open the door upon our arrival. We were told to treat it as our own house. True enough we really treat it as our own house. =P She dammed cute loh. She looks real sloppy went she woke up like wise when she doll herself up she become DUA CHIO BU~ God! So magical~ Can this happened to me to? Bleahz~

We left her house at nearly 1pm. Took a bus down to the shop for alterations of our uniforms and when at this point of moments two aunty cheaters come about. Bad uh? Fancy calling others cheaters. This 2 middle-age aunties told us to alter here and there. We foolishly listened to her advice and heed it. However, after knowing that the alteration  cost me 24 bucks I almost fainted. Lolz~ Suan le. Everytime kanna cheated. Blame on my luck. I just keep thinking that I can do alot with 24 bucks. Let me list down for you ya?

What can you do with 24 bucks?

1. 1 plate of chicken rice = $2 [ Then approximately  I can eat 12 plates?`]
2. 1 can of drinks = $1.20 [Then I can have 20 cans of my favourite aloe vera drink?`]
3. 1 CD = $20+ [ =( I can buy Jay Chou's or F.I.R CD le`]
4. If privated China-version CD, 1 CD = $7 [Arghz! That's even cheaper~!`I can buy 3 Cds`]
5. 1 Pure Milk T-shirt (During great singapore sales) = $22.90 [ *Heart wrenching in anger*`]
6. A visit to doctor = $20+ [Provided I'm dammed suay =P`]
7. If polyclinic, A visit to doctor = $10+ [Wha seh~ Cheap leh! Chiong ard~ Lolz =p`]
8. 1 kbox k-lunch session = $10+ [Duiz~ Can sing 2 times somemore leh`]
9. 1 Writable CD = $0.80 [So I can buy about 30 writeable one and burn like hell man~=P`]
10. Lastly, most classic one: 1 set of young hearts undergarments = $18+ [Liews~! Can buy one set of bra and panties. Can gain OG member points leh~ If on offer, 2 set = $30  Cheap right? Whahaha~`]

Hmm, So much thing I can do with 24 bucks. Except one thing I couldn’t fufilled, that is to buy Jay Chou’s heart over! =P Hahaz. Just joking~

Last night I slept at 5am+. Can you imagined a tiring day I had after spending my whole day having scorched by the sun at Sentosa? =P Never mind about that. Only thing I wanna do is to sleep. Bleahz~ We had fun there doing simple and cute poses in front of my digital camera. It’s counted as a gathering for us ba. Luckily,I had bought new batteries that will last so long. Thanks to me k? =)  One idiotic thing happened this morning, my handphone is bombared with missed call~ 10 over missed call. The incessant sound of vibrations woke me up loh.

Today I went to watch Fantastic Four with a friend. That show was nice. For the least the storyline didn’t make me doze off. I was on the verge or risk of entering my dreamland leh. Lolz~

Didn’t know that Jessica Alba[female lead] had such a voluptuous figure~Haha~ She is know as the invisble women. Needless to explain, you know what she is capable of right? Well, the show was about a team of about 4-6 went on an adventurous trip to the space for an research about Human’s DNA and met some mishap. They came back safe and sound but suffered from some minor injuries and horribly start to experience some weird symptons. It was actually their DNA coding functions that has been altered. Just like the main character Richard Reeds[Mr Fantastic] had his body elongated. Also,Johnny storm[Human Torch] had his body’s temperature go up as high to 200+ degree. He is capable of torching things up and put them to flame. Not forgetting, Ben Grimm[The thing] became monster lookalike. He was cute~ His body became so hard and stoney. The computor effects and sound system was alright.

After that, I went to meet another friend who wants to pass me some hp accessory. Finally, reached home at about 8pm+. This few days, my mind was like in swirl. I am unable to walk out of a shadow. I feel so terrible. No one understands. I don’t show. I just feel that I am not really happy at all. I’m tired.

-The word "LOVE" had never appeared for along time in a little girl’s mind…-

Haiz. Gonna start with a big sigh. A big one. This morning the rain came pouring down. It was so sudden that I was almost 3/4 drenched. Forget about these~ =)

Met jacyln on my way to school. Surprised leh~ Someone suddenly get hold of my arms. Lolz~ Well as usual lah, waited for Meimei and Yiping when I reached school. Upon waiting for 5 mins then saw Shu xian, she look kind of anxious lah. Cute Lehz~ Haha! Then I thought what had happened. The first thing she told me "You know hoh..They taken the uniforms liao leh..Except us leh~" Then I was in a dazed. I was blanked. Well, I don’t blame my classmates for not informing us. I am just kinda dissapointed. I can’t think or believe that far that we are going to be classmates for 3 years? -Vision blur le- Hahaz~ Nahz~Just wonder how you guys think of your classmates?..

Just wanna ask you guys some questions that I REALLY have doubts with. These are the questions:

1. Is your class considered united? [If Yes. Proceed to question 2]
2. Then, I suppose they won’t left you out?[If Yes. Proceed to question 3]
3. So, I should say if they left you out they kind of too much? [If Yes. Once again, Proceed to 4]
4. Well, now you clearly know what kind of people are they? [If Yes. Please..To question 5]
5. Lastly, so you won’t give a dammed to them next time uh? [Yes! Yes!]

Haha~ The above is just meant to be a joke. [If you believe~ =P]~ Secondary school friends is still the best ba~ Miss them leh~ =D..