Archive for August, 2005

Happening events..

Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005

For the past few weeks, I had been real busy. Alot of happening events. Busy with JJ Lin Jun Jie school concert thingy and attachment stuff. Got back my back injuries again with the ‘aid’ of the fanatic fans. Felt like slapping them =X -lol- Also, not forgetting the cuties ah gong and ah ma in the day-rehabilitation center and community hospital. Oh yeah. I finally had my first fans who gave me a goodbye kiss on my forehead. She was the first lady who did this to me besides my mother. -Lolz- Know who she is? She is the Ah ma whom I met in Kwong Wai Shui community hospital. Whahaha..Fanatic ba?

I think I am neglecting my studies. How? Help me. Just feel lazy to study. By the way, something real strange happened last night. I dreamt of something. Know what? I dreamt that I was sitting beside this guy (blurish image) on the bus. The journey was long. The same old journey I had everyday. I was lying on his shoulder. I was real tired. Mass tired. Loads tired. I could feel the comfort on his shoulder. It was full of warmth. Never like these before. He even patted on my shoulder and held me tight. -Haha- Unbelievable uh? I think so too. The dream was so sweet that almost the ear-drilling alarm couldn’t wake me up and untill my mum shakes me up. =P

I sat on the bus today and I kept thinking of the funny dream I had. I laughed. I keep asking myself these question:

  1. Could I be too tired? [Maybe, not enough sleep everyday leh. 5 hours of sleep daily. Haha`]
  2. Could I be thinking too much and it eventually turns into a dream? [Yah. I watched to many love dramas.`]
  3. Could I be lonely? [ Can't be. I have friends around me leh? I hate the song lonely by Akon. =P`]
  4. Could it be I have been thinking of Jay chou too much? [ Nope. He's already mine. =)`]
  5. Could it be that I kept thinking that no one will wants me in the future? [Maybe, most nurses are unmarried uh? Haha`]
  6. Am I despo? [Nope. Certainly not. I don't need anyone.- Lolz- =D`]

Haha. Stupid questions that I asked myself. I’m sure I am not desperate for love at all. If I wanted a relationship, long ago I could have done that. Why should I wait till now? I just don’t know what overwhelmed me. Weird uh? Perhaps, I’m too tired. Just too tired. Haha. Suddenly, never like these before, I just feel that I need someone to be there. But not necessary lah~ -lolz-

-I tot I was in the best of my life untill I had this dream…-

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