Facades Exists Between You And Me

I feeling real tired now after GL’s meeting. Had some abrasion on my arms. Rather painful~ =(..Today I just push myself so hard that I had myself injured. Don’t know why. I just I want to vent out all my unhappiness and frustrations. You guys know that I don’t like to talk my feelings out. I choose to do it out. And that’s me..Let me be hard on myself for just awhile. I guessed I’ll be okay. =)

-I run alone on the road. I just wanna keep running and running because I didn’t want to stop…-

Have you ever heared of any songs that brings you back to your past memories? Haha. Yes, I did. I suddenly remembered one song that I used to listen very much. =P Nah, again meaningful lyrics below..

罗志祥 一无所有

我等了多久 我等了多久

我等了多久 任凭时间流过 虽然习惯了寂寞
可是我的心中一直有个缺口 继续为谁完整保留

有一颗星星 从海平面闪过 他来到我家门口
而是光芒日是如此温柔耀眼闪烁
日日夜夜荧绕心头 Oh…

NA NA NA NA NA 除了你我一无所有 我一无所有
NA NA NA NA NA 只希望你能够被我感动
当你感到脆弱的时候 让我在你身边守候 不放手

NA NA NA NA NA 除了你我一无所有 我一无所有
NA NA NA NA NA 只要你能快乐我就足够
幸福往往不一再等候 相遇不一定能拥有 我只想好好把握

[RAP]
也许这个世界并没有 所谓的尽头
只是我们为所有的不同 寻求一个藉口
当你划破我的黑夜让我看见白昼
我怎能抓着寂寞不为你动容
当我闭上眼 世界如此的广阔
我不懂 为什么 你让黑夜如白昼
哪里是宇宙的尽头 谁会和我到尽头
不能紧抓着寂寞 解答所有的失控

你的微笑让我倍觉动容 当我偶然无助的时候
也许我也曾经错放什么 而随波逐流
此刻我只想对你说 请让我 陪你到每天尽头

我一无所有 除了你我一无所有 我一无所有

只希望你能够被我感动 当你感到脆弱的时候
让我在你身边守候 不放手

我只想对你说 请让我 陪你到每天尽头

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P/S: 除了你我一无所有 我一无所有..

I’m bored. Decided to blog now. Haiz..Time seems to pass so slow. Just blog to relieve my stress. Partly, because no one talks to me. Even if, they also don’t understand me. They think I’am jokking. So what’s the use? =)..

Sick of life. Really. Just thinking will my life be like these forever? So lifeless? Small-small circle of friends. Limited number of friends? =(

Haiz, Humans are actually selfish mammals. When they are enjoying, they forget that people around them are suffering. I mean as in not happy at all.Nah. Forget about the sad things. Life must still go on..*Sigh*

Erm, firstly would like to say sorry to all pals that the BBQ will be post-poned to maybe next month? Cause is like everything’s not up. No one help me out. =( lolz. No pits! No helpers! No nothing! haha..well that’s about all for that..will get back to you guys again~

Nah,today was a absoute tired day for me. Don’t know why. Had been thinking alot. Fancy having more and more white hair. I kept thinking of the past. Everyday was like a long-long journey, be it from home to school or vice-versa. I keep listening to my mp3 songs which truely bought me back to the thousand miles. Life is really meaningless. Unless you found your loved one. Right now, I really believe so. I must say I am not despo! lolz. Sickening word to use on me. If I’m despo, this world would have many desperate people around. =P People would there reading my entry would be laughing at me. Because they are despo too! Lolz..

Hai, I always regretted taking nursing. No handsome hunks! =P..

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Just wouldn’t understand why when love was just right in front of me and I choose to let go. And when there is none, I yearn for it. Hate the feeling when idiotic couple acting intimate in front of me in bus. Haha! Occupied my seat where a lonely soul’s like me is physically and psychology tired~ Leg pain hor..Shitty~

Who will be the one giving me my 幸福? Any handsome?   

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我会的有一天会幸福的..

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P/s: This entry is purely a entertainment. You can choose to ingnore it.=D

作词：陶晶莹　作曲：陶晶莹/黄韵玲　编曲：黄韵玲

东区的咖啡座　幽暗的沙发里
总有几张　熟悉的脸
那种聪明　带点防卫的气质
想放弃　却又不甘心的样子
越过她的肩膀　空洞洞的视线
摩登女子　灰色心事
那种以为　自己什么都可以
喝了酒　却又哭得像个孩子
我听见（爱我的人在哪边）渴望的泪
我看见（伤心的故事一遍遍）我的从前
曾经　我也痛过我也恨过怨过放弃过
在自己的房间里　觉得幸福遗弃我
如果　没有分离背叛的丑陋
怎么算是真爱过
请妳　试著相信一爱再爱不要低下头
别怕青春消逝　就不信单纯的美梦
我在这岸看着你游
为你的坚持感动
你会的　有一天　会幸福的

I just feel that the lyrics is just so meaningful. Simple words describe the feelings of her. Her bad experience has made her stronger. The past is all past. Eventually, everyone will be able to find their happinesses one day. I hope I can too. Look at Tao Zi…She is so 幸福! Lolz!