Archive for January, 2006

Hai..

Wednesday, January 25th, 2006

I can’t imagine myself not having contact lenses for about 6 months. Suay. My life doesn’t seems to get well..Upside down totally. Think may have to go through an operation. =(

恶作剧之吻Ost - 恶作剧

我找不到很好的原因去阻挡这一切的亲密
这感觉太奇异我抱歉不能说明
我相信这爱情的定义奇迹会发生也不一定
风温柔得清晰也许飘来好消息

一切新鲜有点冒险
请告诉我怎么走到终点
没有人了解
没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋

我想我会开始想念你
可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧
我想我已慢慢喜欢你
因为我拥有爱情的勇气
我任性投入你给的恶作剧
你给的恶作剧

我找不到很好的原因去阻挡这一切的亲密
这感觉太奇异我抱歉不能说明
我相信这爱情的定义奇迹会发生也不一定
风温柔得清晰也许飘来好消息

我才发现你很耀眼
请让我再瞧瞧你的双眼
没有人了解
没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋

我想我会开始想念你
可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧
我想我已慢慢喜欢你
因为我拥有爱情的勇气
我任性投入你给的恶作剧
你给的恶作剧

P/s: Just as what the lyrics were trying to say, could it be a trick only? I don’t know.

Tuesday, January 24th, 2006

I’ve been on bad luck. Real suay. My eyes hasn’t recovered and I am very sad about it. Forget about what happened during clinical attachment. Really breaks my heart. Every little effort vanishes into air. I hate it. But, I can’t do anything. I felt so discouraging when my effort is not recognise at all. Have you all been through it?..For the first time in life, I felt so helpless.

P/s: I’ve been through alot of thinking before clicking on your nick. This is because I know that each time that I clicked on it, it means that there is going to be a change within you and me. It can be bad and can be good one. But, one thing for sure it hundred times difficult than what I’ve been through in life.

Friday, January 20th, 2006

MY MOTHER BORN ME TO BE A SLAVE TO OTHERS. I AM WORST THAN A DOG. YES. I CLEAN SHIT AND URINE. I AM WORST THAN DOG.

Sylvestor Sim - 所以

Thursday, January 19th, 2006
所以

Yeah Hey Yeah Yeah
想到了第一次见到你
你有一种奇怪的魔力
我感觉到了自己偷偷想靠近你
想到了第二次见到你
感觉我并没那么高兴
因为我发现自己和你的距离

这是爱情还是你太美丽
让我作出不可思议的事情
我只知道我要看你开心
我什么都愿意 只要能够靠近你

我只好把我想说的话都放在心里
因为我只想要你开心
我知道我会辛苦也会难过
但我什么都愿意
不在乎狂风暴雨不管你在那里

我知道你和你的男孩有多么的甜蜜
所以我 才静静守着你
每一次看他紧紧拉着你手我眼泪不停的流
也只好默默退后
我什么都没说
静静忍住痛

想到了第一次见到你
你有一种奇怪的魔力
我感觉到了自己偷偷想靠近你
想到了第二次见到你
感觉我并没那么高兴
因为我发现自己和你的距离 这是爱情还是你太美丽
我像是着了迷 只要能够靠近你

我只好把我想说的话都放在心里
因为我只想要你高心
我知道我会辛苦也会难过
但我什么都愿意
不在乎狂风暴雨不管你在那里

我知道你和你的男孩有多么的甜蜜
所以我 才静静守着你
每一次看他紧紧拉着你手我眼泪不停的流
也只好默默退后
我什么都没说
静静忍住痛

我只好把我想说的话都放在心里
因为我只想要你高心
我知道我会辛苦也会难过
但我什么都愿意
不在乎狂风暴雨不管你在那里

我知道你和你的男孩有多么的甜蜜
所以我 才静静守着你
每一次看他紧紧拉着你手我眼泪不停的流
也只好默默退后
我什么都没说
静静忍住痛
Hey Hey

-He told me to live life to the fullest, so I did.-

P/s: I sent this song to him. He asked it from me =)

Bad.

Wednesday, January 18th, 2006

Hai. Life sucks for me. Suay Suay Suay..=(

-Am I nothing to you? You just wouldn’t reply me.I prayed to god that you would comfort me when I needed you. But you didn’t.-

Super Suay..

Sunday, January 15th, 2006

My god! This week had been a super suay and tired week. Yesterday went back school for project thingy with my red eyes. I wore my specs there, afterwhich meet my sister and mum at bugis carry shopping spree. Guess what? I was supposed to sit 154,184 or 52 to clementi interchange and carrying on my journy with train. Who knows? I super cock eyes~ I sat 151 to around dover there and I got down near NUS there. Super cock eyes loh. Suay man~ I tot I had boarded 154. Really four-eyed man~(Si Ba Gao) -_-"..I had no choice but to flag a cab. But only got 7 bucks? How how how?!  I called my sister to wait for me near where I am boarding down and pass some cash. So funny~ When I had more-than-enough cash with me, I don’t need any cab. When I do not have enough cash with me, I need a cab urgently. -_-"..God must be playing a trick with me. 10 over bucks for cab gone!

Btw, I am going to announce something important. -_-. I MAYBE GOING TO TURN BLIND SOON. Yes! BLIND. HEARED THAT? Arghgh~~~ How? My super red eyes hasn’t been recovering. Initially, I thought it was going to recover, so as usual I put on my contact lenses. Who knows it got worst. Super discomfort in my eyes. So for the past few days I wore my specs to work. I wanted to go to the doctor buden super no time. I thought nothing major at all. But my mum and sister nag and nag ask me go, untill today I went to GP. The doctor told me it could be infection. Some microorganism or stuffs got in. Maybe my contact leneses or got to do with some cleanliness, I guess if it is must be I got it in the hospital. There is apparently something whitish in my pupils but not really. Just alittle around my cornea. The doctor says that luckily the whitish thing which looks like some ulcer due to abrasion and microorganism didn’t cross the whole cornea, if not I may be blind. Right now, the doctor only give me some eye drops and antibiotic. If it doesn’t get well, I will be referred to eye specialist. He told me not to wear contact lenses for time-being. -_-..Lidat means that during Chinese New Year I will have to wear my specs. Shit~ Suay Man~ $30 bucks for consultation and medicine gone~!

Not about that also, I wear to make new pair of glasses. My degree super high loh. Specially multi-coated thin glasses. Have to waste money again. Then the optician say that I may not get my new glasses by new year. Once again -_-~ But the uncle super good lah, he wanted give me a free pair of disposable acuve contact lenses. He say ask me to try out first and say it will be very comfortable. My sister also made a pair of new one. She ask me help her pay for her glasses. Then I thought, since untill now I hadn’t bought her anything so I offered to pay for her. Now. Another $300 bucks gone…

My $1000 bursary is nothing now. Gone~! -_-"

Sad.sAd.sAd.sAd..

彩虹天堂

Wednesday, January 11th, 2006

刘畊宏-彩虹天堂

词曲:刘畊宏 编曲:林迈可
我不知不觉
又徘徊在从前
秋风悄悄的呼唤
听来尽是孤单
落叶的期盼
片片左右为难
心走寂寞攀
跟著飘进黑暗
我不闻不问
也许好过一点
被遗憾关在房间
挣扎只是拖延
无望的空谈
一声声的轻叹
回忆扯不断
怎么摆脱纠缠
找不到方向
往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱
在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人
相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星

Just feel this song is catchy and nice. So what? Share with everybody lah~ =P Btw, the Mv is more saddening if you understand what it is trying to say. It’s like you keep reminiscing the past and couldn’t get over it and you make a decision not to choose anyone anymore. Also, Do you all remember the song "情画" (Qing Hua) is not sang by Jay okay~ Is by 刘畊宏 once again.

Click on me for Mv

Click on me to listen to Song

彩虹天堂

Wednesday, January 11th, 2006

刘畊宏-彩虹天堂

词曲:刘畊宏 编曲:林迈可
我不知不觉
又徘徊在从前
秋风悄悄的呼唤
听来尽是孤单
落叶的期盼
片片左右为难
心走寂寞攀
跟著飘进黑暗
我不闻不问
也许好过一点
被遗憾关在房间
挣扎只是拖延
无望的空谈
一声声的轻叹
回忆扯不断
怎么摆脱纠缠
找不到方向
往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱
在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人
相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星

Just feel this song is catchy and nice. So what? Share with everybody lah~ =P Btw, the Mv is more saddening if you understand what it is trying to say. It’s like you keep reminiscing the past and couldn’t get over it and you make a decision not to choose anyone anymore. Also, Do you all remember the song "情画" (Qing Hua) is not sang by Jay okay~ Is by 刘畊宏 once again.

Click here for Mv: http://www.wretch.cc/blog/RollDe&category_id=1184344

Click here for song: http://www.souting.com/playsong.asp?81623

X! Capade & The Balcony.

Sunday, January 8th, 2006

First stop: Ngee Ann Poly X! Capade

Yesterday was the a busy day for me. My whole day spent at the street of orchard. Went for X! Capade at civic plaza to help up in the backstage thing and carry some stuffs up and down. Actually, I don’t think I was a help there loh.They have enough manpower. Haha. It was also raining the whole dammed day.But anyway, we have an allowance of $5 which already balanced out our lunch and transportion fee. Sylvestor Sim was there too. Nothing much lah. Anyway, I don’t really like him much. No offence to his fans uh~ Lol..I just noticed that there is alot of make-up foundation being put on him. Well, the whole thing ended quite early for me. Because they have enough helpers. Me, Melissa and Yuwen then shopped orchard and went to take neoprint then accompany them to crystal jade for their dinner. Afterwhich, I left and meet Qz for dinner at Long John Silver. Lolz.

Some pictures taken @ X!Capade @ Civic plaza/Neoprint @ Heeren:

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Stupid new machine~ So fast~ Not enough time to get ready~ -_- See~ My face look so gong-gong~ This picture compared to the others is most considerbly okay one. Haha~

                                                                     

Second stop: The Balcony @ heeren

Ehz, Nothing much there. But, the whole is quite well rennovated and furnished~ The ambience was good. The lights were soothing. They played Jazz music inside which brings out the whole atmosphere. We, the 3 zhar bo didn’t ate there but we drank there. I order the signature cocktail drink but they say no more. -_-". So each of us ordera glass of Margarita. Quite expensive lah~ But, consider affordable. Should have guessed it one. Somemore, it’s at heeren. The rental is of course high. Well, the bill added up to $48+? One thing about the toilet is that it is not to clean. As in, used tissues being throw here and there in the cubicle. Btw, it is a unisex one. Don’t be too shock to see a guy standing behind too~ =P.  It’s abit dark there. Forgive me for taking dark pictures.~

Some pictures taken there again:

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This can never be so true then striking 4D..

Friday, January 6th, 2006

Look look look~! Some things can never be so accurate as what as buying 4D on one weekends and you just strike~. Haha~ Initially, we did plan to club for this sat. End up? Some Buay zai kia appeared and put an end to all these. Guess it already~ Nah, used to it. What can I do? Hahaha..Well, not trying to pin-point anyone. But but but..just couldn’t stand it happening. -Lolz-

Anyway, this is the first week of my attachment. I think I am quite happy there lah~ The staff is definately better compared to the previous ward where I am attached too. The patients character is dammed weird. Really make my day. It’s really tiring. My back is aching everday. Haha. But okay lah. Used to it.  =)

-Yes, I drink. So what? I am happy…-