Facades Exists Between You And Me

Arghz. School reopening tml. Hasn’t enjoy enough. Seriously, I don’t look forward to it at all. My feeling is lost and down. Those who knows me well will understand what I am talking about. Let’s not talk about FOC camp anymore since it’s over. All I can say is that Kun Ming trip is much more better than FOC camp. I have lotsa of fun in FOC camp too but is like *ahem* much more problem surfaced. I thought I would have enjoy the whole camp but is like haiz. Sad ard. But, overall I have met a few nice people in the camp too lah. People like June, Yi ting, Li Tang. Alyssa and my freshies like chester and lots lah. *Sorry if I have missed anyone out* =P

Thanks god there are these nice people rocking my life lah. Tml marks a new begining in Np again. I mean without Yiping and Shuxian around. Don’t know if I can make it. Haa. But, I should Jiayou lah. Make sure I become top student without them. Whaahahaz..

曹格 - Super Woman

Early In The Morning, I Put Breakfast At Your Table
一夜都没睡但我　不曾如此清醒
我早餐准备了你　爱吃的东西
这次换我等你被咖啡　的香味叫醒

想要找回每天早晨　对我微笑着的你
还能够　做些什么代替我的歉意
总是望着我　小心翼翼 顺着我呼吸
而我竟然理所当然　让你精疲力尽

You Were My Super Woman
安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔
But I Am Only Human Mmmm
我怎么不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错
不能失去你 Ooh~ Baby~ Baby~

You Fought Your Way Through The Rush Hour
Try To Make It Home Just For Me
月光下静静靠着彼此　只求夜长一点

有多久没有好好看你　只是认定了我
无论在什么时候回头　都有你的笑容 是我忽略了你也会有　想要哭的感觉
没有一种付出应该永远心甘情愿
再给被宠坏的男人最后一次机会
换我忍耐换我等待　不要真的弃权

You Were My Super Woman
Ooh~ Ho~
安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔
But I Am Only Human Er He~
我怎么不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错
不能失去你 Ooh~ Baby~

是我把爱想得太简单
以为只要我存在就能让你取暖
心里唯一的 Super Woman 没有人能代替
不能想像更不能原谅这样让爱化成　灰烬

You Were My Super Woman
Ooh~ Ho~
安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔
But I Am Only Human (是我只是一个 只是一个人)
我怎么不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错
不能失去你 He-Ooh~

If You Feel It In Your Heart And You Understand Me.
STOP Right Where You Are, Everybody Sing Along With Me. You Were My Super Woman
Ooh~ Ho~
安静的在身边 (在身边)　无条件给我 (无条件给我)　梦寐以求的温柔
But I Am Only Human (Hai Human， Hu Hu Hu Hu Man~)
我怎么不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错
不能失去你

You Were My Super Woman

P/s: Well, whos super woman am I belong too? Haa. I am just addicted to this song. Don’t know why. Just nice. lolz.

Haa. I am back. It’s been two weeks isolated with my friends. Lolz. Wondering anyone missed me? Haha. I returned and landed just last night. Super tired. Oh yeah, I suffered from gastric flu suspecting is food-poisoning last Wed on the way to the city which is Kun Ming. Terrible uh? I vomited 10 times and had diahorrea for 8 times at the hotel after reaching there. I even nose-bleed, constipated and suffered from heat stroke at the first week. Haa. So many little sicknesses with me.

Thanks god there is Yi ping to look after me and other 4 pals at this trip. I had fever at the middle of the night. 38.9 degree. I don’t even know. I just felt very blured the next day I think I talked alot of rubbish when I was sicked. I think I shocked them uh?  I asked question like where am I? Why am I here? Keep asking for coke.  Haa. I remembered Yi Ping woke me up and feed me medicine and water. Thanks so much~. People like Yu jing, Jia wen, Li Jia and of cos irritating JONANTHA also looked after me. Just wanna say a big thanks to them. The six of us super crap and funny lah. Especially Jon and Yiping. Keep crapping with one another. BTH. Both of them never fails to entertain us.

I also wanna thanks my sweet angel. Hazel. Haha. She bought coke and biscuits for me knowing that I have craving for them when I was sicked. So sweet of her. Thanks.

I must say this trip wouldn’t be fun without them. Just in case Li Jia see this entry. Please. No more lip balm. *She know what I meant*

This two weeks is nice experiences for me lah. We stay at Lu Xi provinces for most of time. This is because the village we going to in at Lu Xi and is called Yong Ning  Village. Had fun time at the primary school in the village and we held a sport day for them. The people there are real nice and kind people. No negative thoughts with them. They are people who were really trying to make a living with little expenses they have. The toilet is nothing lah. Expected. No door only mah. Haha. Got maggots and flies only. What the big deal? Haaa..

Last of all I kearnt how to bargain for good prices. Lolz. Things at Kun Ming is super cheap. I bought a few shirts for myself and a nike sport shoes. And that Jonathan was mad. Bought so many pair of shoes. Win liao loh. Let’s hope he doesn’t wear the same pair of shoes which I am going to wear on the same day. -_-

By the way, I finally bought the mickey mouse watch there. Haa. for 304 RMB which is eqivalent to $60+ Sing dollar. Haha.

Oh yeah, one interesting thing I found is that China CCTV advertisment is dammed long. Haha. Some images can be very gr oss. Happened to come also one which even advertise ABORTION. Kaoz. $150 RMB only which is only 30 bucks. My god.

P/s: I missed Director Lee. Lolz. For those went to KMG trip will know who he is. Whahaa.. Soft-spoken. Mr Nice Guy. SNAG. And I know a secret. Li Jia missed Dr. Diarra. Wahahhaa..Too bad. No Lee Yuan-Zhang(Director) photo now. If not can show you guys. Shall upload another time. Dr. Diarra is the picture below. He is the America black guy who took with one of the villager. He is from . All thanks to him. He arranged everything for our trip. We worked with his team. It was fun. I really looked up to him.

After today, 3rd March 2006. 12 midnight. I promise myself. Promise what? To give up. Give up on something that can never be mine. Let’s not carry any hopes anymore. We are of different world. It’s impossible. Someone he has on his mind. I think so. I guessed. My Instinct is always true. Somemore, take a look at me? Kan nah sai. See myself always wanna vomit. -Dao Wei Kou- Look like from China. (Anyway, I think I can bond there~ Got the look. Lolz) Aiya, let’s be forever friends. Don’t wanna talk about it anymore. Recently, very irritated by despo guys. Haa. Nahz~ I shall leave every little behind in Singapore. Because I am leaving for China tml. And lastly my bad luck too. Dammed suay. Happened to see "something" in the night walk for GL trial camp. Haa, Everytime this kind of silly things kanna me. -_-"

Past few weeks have been going for camp. Super duper tired. 2 camp at a shot. Also, have been going back to school. My eyes like panda now. Play flour,egg, oil and WATERMELON? Eee. Haha. but people out there are fun lah. =)

My life will changed from tonight onwards. I will lost something that has been with me all this while and gain something from the trip because I will managed to fufill my dream. To help others. Lolz. I shall be back in two weeks time.

P/s: Just wanna thank you for making my life to the fullest for the past 9 months. Because of you, I lived my life to fullest. It’s stupid. I know. We hasn’t met or see each other but, is just because of every little words you say makes my live encouraging. Thank for not making me a not-so-negative person. =)..But, anyway I think you are only, a dream all these while. I din take it really serious too. Lolz.